ignored(what the?)

do you still see me?
cause im left alone here beside the sidewalk
i wish youd notice im not beside you
lost and no where to go

mixtapes of my favorite bands
scream under my ears filled with sand
im going crazy you dont even know
geting deaf in the stereo

cant you see me dying while wasting my time
standing unashamed like dumb mime
the hurtful words you said like your pastime
will be carved in my lifetime

i didnt expect any symphathy from you
cause you seem very happy like you always do
i feel an unbearable pain inside my chest
i feel so numb though theres blood dripping from my wrist

i cant beleive you just dumped me like this...
i feel so lonely..i didnt meant to be such a piss
come and kill me already will ya
come and stab me already will ya

dont worry i wont blame you ever
i cant anyways....