Tuesday, November 24, 2009

rather be dead than this(September sucks)



melting under the sun
i wish i could just kill myself and run
run off to a place better than this
what a unmistakable miss

cutting my fingers just to feel the real pain
getting what under the rain
writing blood on sheets of old paper
wrapping myself with electric tape

dead...
im so dead....
my heart...my lungs...and everything...
feels nothing....
dead...

your foot on my face
i know you were always that impossible to reach
i just lied to myself knowing
another hopeless fake reality worthless believing

im a unnoticed joke again
dead and humiliated
massively punctured upon my chest
i know this pain might not rest

dead...
and it was like yesterday you said you wont hurt me...
thanks....
i pity myself now....

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