thanks for the poison

these scars are still painfully burning
and i fearlessly see you
can you see me too?
dont shut the door!!!please!!!

im running out of wasted time
and i know you never and will never be mine
to die by you is the best stupid thing
the agony wont make me scream

pain is taking over me
how can we ever be?
will it take hopelessly long?
i think i can stay a little more

if i was totally wrong
why didnt you say so?
this is what i get
to place broken self as bet

cry now my silent distressed angel
i know you're better off without a useless me
thanks for the poison
i'll lay happy and sarcastically smile on your lap
thanks for the poison