anatomy of a break up(a tragic end for a fairy tale)

can you finish this and kill me already
im better off completely dead than this
just merrily bury me
im so dead inside

you said you do love me
what did i do to deserve this?
i feel like a ghost that still exists
does my kiss disgust you?
anyways,im already dying

so i’ll deeply bury myself
i’ll courageously hang myself
i’ll brutally burn myself
be happy now!im killing myself

smeared with my filthy blood
i walk through the noisy crowd
i know im such a loser to expect that you
will ever love me

goodbye my dear
i know im just boring you all along
he noticed you now
i hope it will be easy cause i wont be
bothering your way…

this heart is yours exclusively(not anymore)

here you go again…giving you pain…
will it ever stop hurting and breaking…
the impending brutal killing of me
the pretty word that came out of beautiful lips

with your lovely voice that was heard by everyone
as my warm smearing tears
so convincing that they thought your making a suicide
but eventually it was my death your after

i know you had enough
dont worry,my razor’s ready
i’ll cut my dirty hands steady
alteast say you loved me

if only dying was fun
and i dont need to see the sun
i know you wouldnt mind
will you cut this yourself?

this agony will linger in my darken entity
i wont carry on like this
the drumbeats marching to perfectly false dream
i can never describe…

hear my hopelessly distorted screams
would you remember them?
the way i kissed you goodbye
and just fantasize the moments were together

the impending brutal killing of me…

the search for sanctuary

silent angel of filthed lust
full of moss and rust
you see the pieces falling out
a pierce on my dry dying lips…

i can feel the pressure stepping on my anguishing body
crushed my never build pride
all the sides or this circle
what a funny joke

a phony filhted life i swallow everyday
and you just laugh at this very obvious truth
i keep pushing down my throat
a shivering under my chest

this pitiful evidence that surrounds me
this selfish never resting vanity
to rise above this dead entity ive become…
im begging you…kill me already!!!

the pity entity is dead

the screaming the kids told me
“maybe your stupid..so she left you”
but i completely dont believe them
i grab on my used razor…
but i underestimated my inevitable fear
as i was still expecting for my dear
but i can only scream back to you for one last short statement
“hi my name is kill….i dont care if i dont see you again”
“hi my name is kill….i dont really care if i dont see you again”
hello.. i dont care if i dont wake up again…
hello.. i dont care if you dont see me again…

how did you manage this false affair
that i lied to myself and was wrapped in wire
cries are escaping this beautiful lie
and let myself agonize and die

do you remember me???
this pathetically filthy face
my quivering ugly voice
as you torture yourself waiting for me to give up

now youve done a good job
im dead and my worthless blood
splattered in the ceiling and floor
you were laughing as you closed the door

someday il be busy screaming
“im dead…im dead…im dead…
finally dead…not just my hopes and dream…
GOD im already dead!!!”

once upon a time a sad fairy tale finally ends…

the dream(that only you ever wanted)

what is the point and meaning
of breathing and remaining
in the tiring and demanding so called “LIFE”!!!
and if i had the courage of killing myself
atleast im already dead…
and you out of mny stupid head

there was never a you and me
can i know you ever felt was just empty pity
and i just disgust your life
from the moment i felt that something was wrong

i know what you really want now
to get amused while you wait for him
and i got swallowed in this brutal scene
as i lay dying…kissing the untidy floor

under your trembling words i agonized
with the blood that i was smeared
i know i was never right in my life
but why did you have to kill me using a sharp knife

as i my light blows out
il hang useless like an old chandelier
and wait until you light me once more…

what a joke(a joke in my miserable life)

im finding out what its like to be
wrong…wrong with i oath to be
a heart covered in unhealing wounds
and broken scars

maybe if this heart stops beating
its will end this agony
and i will never feel so stupidly betrayed again
i wont get it to your perfect life again

why did i ever dreamed of this
i know its hopeless and amusing
but you really made me believe you un willingly
now im just a faded shadow at your doormat

the pressure brought by your heavy steps
has torn and shattered every hope in me
as i sit numb and unable to react
stabbed bruttaly at my back

heard you laugh with the group
as i was sarcastically laughing
an inoccent victim of the killing
murmured again…”funny joke”

visions of fallen hopes

the last killing words any one could say never though this was the day carved from unshaken hopes and expectations relieved pain that i thought has no reincarnation visions from an imaginary friend a failed and painful scar i know that will never mend ripping every vein in my naive heart cant make them stop from falling and breaking apart stir my untraceable fallen hopes hanged with a rope wondering why why cant i escape this made up lie im not a torn teddy bear that when you thrown will come back when sewed and just wont mind my anguishing torn stitched pieces i wont beg!!! is this me? or is this just a pathetically stupid figure i never dreamed to be…. why do it always have to be me?

silent angel of filthed lust full of moss and rust you see the pieces falling out a pierce on my dry dying lips… i can feel the pressure stepping o

silent angel of filthed lust
full of moss and rust
you see the pieces falling out
a pierce on my dry dying lips…

i can feel the pressure stepping on my anguishing body
crushed my never build pride
all the sides or this circle
what a funny joke

a phony filhted life i swallow everyday
and you just laugh at this very obvious truth
i keep pushing down my throat
a shivering under my chest

this pitiful evidence that surrounds me
this selfish never resting vanity
to rise above this dead entity ive become…
im begging you…kill me already!!!

symphonies of broken rythms and melody

sing it!!!
what song ever describe this amusing agony
you kept disregarding…
as my tortured entity swallows this bitter existance
deceitful unheard melody

your taking my life
with each beat…each note…with each fucking strike!!!
scrath out my eyes
pull out my lungs
love with a heavy cost…

will you remember as you tear these sheets?
as blood pours out of my unblinking eyes
will you remember this affair?
oh..sorry..was it???

who do you think will i shed this for?
look at the mirror once
ask yourself…
is that is still you???
watch me paint this stringing melody
let me take my worthless life
that i never ever did before…
to reclaim the things you stole…MY EVERYTHING!!!
it ends tonight!holding my shirt tight!!!
done!!!

shattered entities of a broken heart

lying to myself you didnt mean it

always saying i still believe it

standing still as you crush my hopes and dreams

biting my tongue as you kill me with those words

i can never want to hear

this carved knife you numblessly stabbed my back

can never hurt more

cause i am such a bore

i watched you demolish every single piece

of my dying expectations

unheard scratches of pain

which sheds the undisguised reality im in

death in the most pathetic way

cant be sweeter as i always say

bleed!bleed!bleed!

take me my death!

my sweet perfect death!

i have no use here…

goodbye now my dear…

my final screams of anguishing wishes

il utter the 3 last famous words…

“i love you”

and add 4 more…

shame starts to build up…

for the last second i will breath
as my torment twisted soul vanished in the mist
my lungs’ cancer is nothing compare to this feeling
to live in the filth memory of my disgusted pride
as i watch you step and brutally kill my hopes and dreams
i kept building…i wont scream..i wont scream..i wont scream!!!!

forget the tasteless kiss i gave
the filthy blood i spilled and wrote
the stupid worthless gift i offered to your gaze
forget the fucking useless memories!!!!!!!!

close your eyes!!!
dream that im already dead…
its the best wish you can get this holiday
forget about the memories

cry everything away and escape this funny fairytale
a never ending shamed figure of wax and failure
like a book being burn i shall be scattered
a palm full of ashes….

i guess the fucking sick story is finished….
sweet inevitable really i cant run from…
i tirelessly tried until i cant feel my lungs and legs…
this is the shame end!!!!!

scenes from a dying heart

death defying cries and screams

smashed hopes and dreams

not this time

not another crime

if you were here i wont care

and would dare

to kill myself

my selfish useless self

you taken my star…

told me you will keep it bright

but after all the fights

where did all the uttered promises go??

i feel so stupid again…

thanks for this final fantasy

its never meant to be a reality…

go and laugh…

i know you good at it…

congratulations…im dead…

say you’ll kill me (after this)

sharp pointed needle under my chest
aches from a crying eyes
drenched in blood and mud
dont cry…its not that bad

cut your scared wrist
pull your finger nails out
dont be silent all your life…shout!!!!
bite your numb tongue…

close your eyes
let your dream continue…
cut the burn page of my shameful journal
why does these pieces never seem to fit

a false face you showed
was covered with a distinguishable dirt
help me get you out of my head
sometimes i wish i would just be dead

lose me in this fantasy you gave
kill me with your bare sinful hands
stab my innocent back simultaneously
the pain i thought you didnt mean to cause rapidly

tell me what are you looking for
just let me escape…
i beg you!!!!
tomorrow will be here i know
i dont know what’s the reason left for me
but il walk on
to my impatiently longing for death
take this final breath
out of me…

pitiful lie

why!!!! screaming lies from a veil of eternal misery of my useless life thrust above my chest i dream i restlessly thought that will never rest aches scratching their way to my never healing heart announcing my unnoticed pity death crippled upon your tasteless but merciless words!!! touch me my final untouchable flair blind from this darkness i slumber reach me unreachable bliss give me just one kiss I never even got the chance to see her face, or to touch her hair….and now it’s too late. I didn’t mean to hurt her, not hurt her like this…I can’t feel my legs I can’t feel my legs and I can’t even cry…how could someone die like this? Who would have though my life would end up like this… Hoping for a girl like her would actually mind talking to me…

pathetic little lie for me

conversations are useless
expections are hopeless
as i watch you snatch my pride away
i laughed as the most pitiful day of my life

sarcasticlly you made me stupid
derisions from your numb emotions
i ached and endured each second that passes by
my patheticly lived excistance

as i watch you kill my pride away
i lied to myself it was completely endurable
and i will not perish from this pain
a false statement i swallowed to say

and apology for a fake shameful feeling
we both or only i felt
in two it will melt
mocked by the way life treated me

il die in this memory
i thought i was rightfuly belonged to
never thought that it was just all for you
as you laugh at the times i smiled back at you

a lie that was so never obvious
that i never felt doubts with
kept hidden in a disguise of perfect lies
i kept smiling at the reality you made me feel

a lie…a funny stupid lie…
some day il be busy singing
“the wicked witch is dead”
and as i breath tirelessly the toxic fumes of death
il deliver my final destination
a well cheered ending…

one last night…(a night to remember)

was this ever right???
i started feeling the sad deceitful truth
everything that you took
what it was you ever cook

i saw the wings i always had
i know i just hide it from you
a filthed wax wings
il just fly somewhere else

to reach the hopelessly reachable sky
in your eyes…you will see…
take everything now…
my more–decent–than–me silent angel

you had just told me from the begging
more softly..that you dont fucking need me
melted into in those merciless shards of sharp words
you pieced on my chest

i hope the dreams you built
above my crushed hopes and endless fantasy
as i hopelessly and tirelessly beg for my life to end already
my pity eyes saw everything…

TELL HER TO FUCKING STOP!!!STOP IT NOW!!!
JUST FUCKING STOP THIS AIR THAT ENTERS MY EMPTY LUNGS!!!
SOME ONE FUCKING KILL ME ALREADY!!!
FUUUCCCCKKK THIS FALSE LIFE!!!

noises…(under my bed)

distracting noises under my bed
telling me i should be dead
the shadows swallowing my thoughts
my senses telling me i should be dead!!!

tearing my already broken insides to pieces
like thrown dishes
you taught me something:
that im nothing
believe my uncovered apology

break my all ready shattered heart
but help me pick the pieces
blown ashes
hate all the these rashes
i wont run away and hide

let’s light this goblet
use this dry match stick in my pocket
accept me sarcastically once more
hear an fainting knocks at you wooden door

time wont erase you completely
you know me better than that
prove to my failed hopes
that there’s still a point in living…

never(never ending vicious echoing remarks)

lay the last plans for this tale
as the gossips from the people
fill the insides of my empty entity
we shall see…

now im dead…from those things you said
a lonely melody…
tonight..the fight…
i hope i dont this ending…i hope i wont have
to breath another ounce of air…….

the fall of my my shattered towers of hopes
i fought…blind foldedly
endless courage….stupidity
slice it again…stab me happily

ran tirelessly til you legs get numb(you will never see me….)
scream my anguishing suffering(you will never see me….)
i pushing you still…but you liked it anyways
its like i bumped myself at the wall
stepped and wondered what happened…

when your life crashes down and the one
the one voice you one to hear on the other line
is busy…and turns away….
just laugh…and kill yourself…

its never gonna be alright…
never gonna be alright…
never!!!
never!!!

lying eyes

eyes i used to look into
beautiful eyes i never thought
that were full of lies
tonight its over

i remembered the shattered smile
i always receive from your sweetly tinted lips
as i step down the slow moving bus
as i enjoy the memories of that affair

woke up a coma ive been dreaming
ended the beloved bliss i always dreamed of
it was so nice
but its like rolling a dice

why did i ever let myself
be out of place in your perfect world
what was left is a lost connection
hopeless and useless expectation

i had it all coming..i know i had it all encrypted my mind
i had all this funny scary feeling you were just joking
and i fucking didnt mind it cause it felt so good being in your company
and enjoyed and savored every time you said “i love you too”
god what a fool ive become all these months
i hate my stupid fucking way of thinking
but i didnt knew you will laugh that way…
to think that i knew you so very well

life is meaning now
can this be more easier to live up to?
can i dream once more of a story like that?
one day lovers that will dream of an eternal death like this
out of pity

emily showed the light

if this day ends in a song
i dont think the song will be enough
to last till the next minute
as i try to sleep at this seat

now i think this is too much
cant you take me down more quickly
can you i take this lyrics with me
along my broken heart

as i wave to this final fantasy
my shedding tears are crawling
my bleeding wounds are burning
but im fine…im okay…

never thought how its hard to get your attention now
and im having trouble breathing….
what is happening here???
who turn the light out again…i think i broke my neck
awww…im bleeding again…god!!!make this stop!!
some body just fucking kill me!!!

as the light lingers in the room
on the candle emily lighted
my sould if being lifted
i think im making it to my death
thanks emily…your the best….

complaining for a worthless cause

no said that this will ever happened
neither did i saw this
but i felt it
i knew it was only shameful pity you felt for me
but assuming you say i you love me still
il take those words and crumple them back
and shove them off your numb entity
you know what???
your a FAKE!!!

try to compare a single word to a book
i can make thousands of meaning
for every word you said to me
im so disgustedly beaten up now

scratch me of your back now
and scream these words in front
of my pity hopelessly pathetic gaze

like a knife
i fierce wax coated knife
stabbed me at my back
my stupid innocent back

i cried…and died…
what a fucking lie
you dont fucking need me after all…

cinderalla’s lost shoe(a lost hope)

close the door and kill the light
hold the knob tight
run til you cant feel your painful legs
hear castle’s screeching begs

a pretty fight for a place in her heart
one false statement
an agreement concealed in obvious looking disguises
the hidden tension rises

lost a shoe of mistaken shots
reveal all your shameful cuts
bleed you filthy blood
let it drip this sad shattered floor

your eyes to see this dark ending
a painful pitiful shedding
forget about the other pair…
it wasnt meant to be shared

the death of the wicked fairy god mother
this is the ending
the final destination of the setting
death…death…come get her…..she needs you…
now….

caught dead…

its me again
all alone under this tormenting pain
relieve my soul from this affliction
mistake covered in blood printed misery…

catch the fall of my suffering
twist this never healing wirings
as i step aside this fence your building
i got bruised from the sharp shards you left behind
im all alone again…all alone

left and dying from the loss of blood
covered and splattered with mud
the stained figure of me will always remain
as i get tortured by the agony and misery you gave

i looked at your smiling face and fainted
broken and faded…
shattered by the and smashed by the damage you gave
i know you didnt and will never care
you should have just left me in one piece
and seeing me bleed makes you alot more happy
am i correct…
amusing…that i kill myself this very moment
and all the remains is silence
who fucking needs me anyway…

blood on a sheet of paper(the first and last words we wrote)

just a few more long hours
we’ve saw each other
we were silently sitting
starring at your lovely face

why do you sarcastically turn away?
i just want to do this all day
i know this is childish,foolish
but i shed and bled first

wrote on the dry sheet
stomping my heavy feet
you started laughing
i wasnt really joking

now i have to go
silently climbing the door
bitterly kiss me…please…
i dont have a contagious decease

i was hopelessly dying to be loved
every time i endlessly remember
id write…
with my dirty tinted blood
on a sheet of paper

as life ends in a misebale way

im alone…
you left me with nothing left from this pity fantasy
im scratching my eyes out
blood pours through…blood!!!

i just want to kill myself so badly
i just want to vanish for eternity
with the most painful ways
at any miserable day

im alone and your all set to go
im crying and bleeding beside the broken mirror
a stranger…just a pathetic stranger
im just a stupid mistake in your perfect life

guide me to my end
my pity death
end of this miserable lie
i just want to die

happy….die happy…die…die…
leave me alone…i dont need you pity
im all dead now…what do you want more
your laughing now…guess the jokes on me

blood…hate…pain…tears…death…
mine…

as i go(will you miss me?)

dont remind me what our affair
was just a small flair
and dont tell me that you told me
that it was just temporary
never meant to last

we cant start over again
now il be famous for being a fool
betrayed in front of my innocent gaze
as you laugh at the biggest dream of hopeless life

i follow you all the way
as i bite my tongue every time i feel this isnt real
but i assume you dont care
as i fearlessly dared

the light the shone in this heavy tinted sky
has faded to my fallen and broken thoughts
the last song i sang beside you
will always play

as i see your image getting annoyed
covering your your always deaf ears
the absurd thought i always kept
will blow away like ashes from my sweaty palm
this is the last time…

alone in a supposed to be you and me scene

strikes from once a upon a time
the oblivion of chaos tormented thoughts
enduring the burns and cuts of my deepest soliloquy
talking to myself all day
its hopeless anyways

to have a decent conversation with you
and beg for this suffering memories to end
the tortures that you tirelessly send
to my numb from pain entity

i curse this day…this minute…this hopeless second
give me hell once more
make me worth your precious time
help me get over you

il kill myself and vanish forever
in the cradle of the wings of your broken promises
pieces of my shattered heart
will not mend themselves

last minutes of distracting noises
wasted moments you shared with my pathetic life
as you push your way to my broken heart
i let you in..though im covered with shameful doubts
and fearful distressing emotions

endings start to denounce my stupid mistakes
die!in a familiar way
cry!in a strange reason
end with a sorrowful manner
goodbye!!!

a thrown patch for an empty space

i cant believe that im just a patch
a pity patch for your empty space
i tried telling it to my self..really
now i ended up dead..tragically

my eyes are pouring with blood
as i dream a divine comedy of my own
i climb every hell to find my shadow
that was impatiently longing to leave me in sorrow

i cut myself to convince myself im still alive
but the pretty killing truth remains
how stupid i came to be
i grabbed on to this empty you gave
together with this dirty doll

i begged this tiring dream to be over
to stop this silly worthless enduring
id die a million brutal deaths for you
id die for you!!!!

the last constant hope i once felt was gone
i buried it to my mom’s grave
one desperate dying crave
i threw out the window
along with the used duct tape
i wrapped around my mending broken heart…

a night like the last one

last night i forgot were through
i stared at you pretty photograph
as i always do
and i wish that i can finally end this

cut hopeless filled wrist
so longing for a wound that will end this nightmare
or atleast return to the time
that thinking of you wasnt a crime

i miss the sound of your whispered words
my pity eyes left to die
all my…shattered hopes!!!
i hope the stars fall on them
to keep them lingering in my sweetly killed memory

why not last try one last night
why not one last kiss goodnight to my wounded lips
why not cry for a wish that will never come true
why not just vanish and end this agony

goodbye to you (i cant believe i have to say this all over and over again!!!)
goodbye to you my life(i cant believe i have to hopelessly scream again for this ending!!!)
goodbye to you ( i cant believe i have to keep breathing this intoxicated air!!!)
goodbye to you my love(i fucking dont know what the fucking reason i keep getting afraid to die)

i hope i remember atleast your name
the name i kept hidden under my pillow
though she always brought me sorrow
and i just cant live without the fantasy she gave

goodbye

a funny ending for a happy story

i know you’ll drop me eventually..
that’s reality…
now your gone
now im a walking corruption/contradiction

i see you endlessly everywhere
i cant hide hopelessly anywhere
a big black wall…i hear screams…
i cant turn back…i must get through

one inevitable solution:
kill myself or die trying
its obvious its hopeless
all these tiresomely long screams

will let me fall into this endless agony
popularized my disgusted felony
now here me..”i already know”
il take my life now…

that chance way the last one
its over…end this boundless days…
test my lungs (their dead!!!)
tell my deceiving image…

dont treat me im a loser
dont tell me i was meant to be with a cheater
dont treat me im stupid
dont tell me i’ll have to swallow this
an immense amount of amusing lies

shut your deceitful filthy utters
utter words indistinctly
they are obviously deadly
shameful!!!!!!!!
death!!!

a bandage(just a thrown bandage)

i shred my insides rapidly
just to prove im something alive
i always walk this chaos tinted world
only by my own worthlessly self

i hope some one would be proud of me
though its so obvious that i disgust you
and the fact remains
all the months that past
were just stupid faded lies

this shivering figure you see
will always be left cold in this stormy night
after all those false fights for affair
all that was needed was my approval

you never really wanted me in your perfect life
now you should be happy now…
he finally saw you
and the space you patch me on you
will be filled with his craved attention

and im just a thrown bandage
and never really received love from you
the pity you gave isnt enough to keep me breathing
as my unnoticed heart was bleeding
i will someday utter these words into your deaf hearing

my own medicine

trying hard just to sleep
wondering if im asleep or already dead
the mirror cant see my faded reflection
hiding in my own amusing fantasy

remembering the sleepless nights
red blinking bloody lights
death was hard as i thought
afraid of leaving you completely

build a sanctuary for me
eventhough we can never be in it
silently stab my innocent back
lay me on your warm cradle

reach my sweaty hand
help me take my last stand
let the blood drip from my eyes
everything that reminds me
how hopeless my cries have been

this is the end of my vanished wishes
broken shattered pieces will disappear
shameful expectations will be lost eternally
i cant believe what it has cost me

cry like hell(i need you to hear me out)

i never expected life to be perfect or fair atleast
and i knew it would never be
i completely pity my self
thanks to those selfish calculations
estimations,critizations ,rejections
kicking themselves through me
my betrayed senses told me continuously
“you dont need her pity!”
but i just said
“trust me…if i only dont..if only”

cry like hell…”die for all we care”
they said with no hesitations
“leave!!we dont need you!!”
obvious never-lying compliments for me
controlled emotions?
killing with savoring satisfaction
dying….but still looking perfectly okay…
my story…

stay blazing…veil of my hopeless life
stay struggling….worthless cries out of a knife

life doesnt tell you to stay breathing
and im not stating that you should be
so suppose we do stop marching
the inevitable pain will stop aching
and you’ll end up happy and me fading…

annivesary??(was it even true?)

im going to my lonely job
i was sarcastically laughing with my friend
im practicing to be okay
and how will you be proud of what you made me?

i took a shot of my smoke and music
and started laughing at my broken self
as i steal all these moments to say im so stupid
and im so sorry for this body that is dying

cause dear…its the anniversay of the death of the day you said i love you
the person you loved(did you even try to?)
has died together with your fake promises
did i amuse you with this pathetic body?

my feet tapped a rhythm of this second
can i ever do a good record
im shoveling these memories of you
away from my tainted entity

cause dear…i never really loved myself before i met
i still cant believe you deserted me like this
“wake up!!!your useless”
il stab myself rapidly now…
smile for me will you???
its the anniversary of the death of the day you said i love you

mirror(shards with blood)

looking at my vanishing reflection
i see my endless rejections
how did i become like this?
im worth nothing…i cursed my own reflection

screaming by myself
can you help me?
so that someone would kill me already
“im a complete lie without you!!!”

blood over my dead chest
is this a painful test?
when will this be over
a costume of never ending shame

biting my scared tongue to see
if im just dreaming
what am i hopelessly chasing?

its a shame what i came to be
and i know one would ever want me
i guess i’ll just cry again
to make this feeling a little easier

good job,you killed me

i never expected you to love me for real
asi already felt that i was never your inspiration
but my blind pathethic heart fell for your lie
though i know you will never love me too
i sarcasticly became happy in the fairy tale you placed me in
obvious as you said falsely
that it wasnt pity what you felt for me
but if you think i dont know im just a bandage for your emptiness
and if you think i would beg for your love(or pity!!!??)

your sweetly mistaken
im completely broken
in the moment you were demolishing
every dream taht i thought was ours

my failed betrayed senses reacted
and my thist for your pitiful love
became a twisted knife
but i hopelessly promised to myself
i’ll stab this back to you
rapidly and repeating until
you beg me to stop

my never invincible emotions
were hopelessly remaining still
as you butchered me to death
smiling while you saw me happy
in the false affair you gave me

my death is not one a truimp of your amusing past times
and be sure to expect that next time
you will close your judgeful eyes
as i murder your numb emotions
congratulations,(for now)im all dead
you killed me perfectly