conversations are useless
expections are hopeless
as i watch you snatch my pride away
i laughed as the most pitiful day of my life
sarcasticlly you made me stupid
derisions from your numb emotions
i ached and endured each second that passes by
my patheticly lived excistance
as i watch you kill my pride away
i lied to myself it was completely endurable
and i will not perish from this pain
a false statement i swallowed to say
and apology for a fake shameful feeling
we both or only i felt
in two it will melt
mocked by the way life treated me
il die in this memory
i thought i was rightfuly belonged to
never thought that it was just all for you
as you laugh at the times i smiled back at you
a lie that was so never obvious
that i never felt doubts with
kept hidden in a disguise of perfect lies
i kept smiling at the reality you made me feel
a lie…a funny stupid lie…
some day il be busy singing
“the wicked witch is dead”
and as i breath tirelessly the toxic fumes of death
il deliver my final destination
a well cheered ending…

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