the pity entity is dead

the screaming the kids told me
“maybe your stupid..so she left you”
but i completely dont believe them
i grab on my used razor…
but i underestimated my inevitable fear
as i was still expecting for my dear
but i can only scream back to you for one last short statement
“hi my name is kill….i dont care if i dont see you again”
“hi my name is kill….i dont really care if i dont see you again”
hello.. i dont care if i dont wake up again…
hello.. i dont care if you dont see me again…

how did you manage this false affair
that i lied to myself and was wrapped in wire
cries are escaping this beautiful lie
and let myself agonize and die

do you remember me???
this pathetically filthy face
my quivering ugly voice
as you torture yourself waiting for me to give up

now youve done a good job
im dead and my worthless blood
splattered in the ceiling and floor
you were laughing as you closed the door

someday il be busy screaming
“im dead…im dead…im dead…
finally dead…not just my hopes and dream…
GOD im already dead!!!”

once upon a time a sad fairy tale finally ends…