lying eyes

eyes i used to look into
beautiful eyes i never thought
that were full of lies
tonight its over

i remembered the shattered smile
i always receive from your sweetly tinted lips
as i step down the slow moving bus
as i enjoy the memories of that affair

woke up a coma ive been dreaming
ended the beloved bliss i always dreamed of
it was so nice
but its like rolling a dice

why did i ever let myself
be out of place in your perfect world
what was left is a lost connection
hopeless and useless expectation

i had it all coming..i know i had it all encrypted my mind
i had all this funny scary feeling you were just joking
and i fucking didnt mind it cause it felt so good being in your company
and enjoyed and savored every time you said “i love you too”
god what a fool ive become all these months
i hate my stupid fucking way of thinking
but i didnt knew you will laugh that way…
to think that i knew you so very well

life is meaning now
can this be more easier to live up to?
can i dream once more of a story like that?
one day lovers that will dream of an eternal death like this
out of pity