shame starts to build up…

for the last second i will breath
as my torment twisted soul vanished in the mist
my lungs’ cancer is nothing compare to this feeling
to live in the filth memory of my disgusted pride
as i watch you step and brutally kill my hopes and dreams
i kept building…i wont scream..i wont scream..i wont scream!!!!

forget the tasteless kiss i gave
the filthy blood i spilled and wrote
the stupid worthless gift i offered to your gaze
forget the fucking useless memories!!!!!!!!

close your eyes!!!
dream that im already dead…
its the best wish you can get this holiday
forget about the memories

cry everything away and escape this funny fairytale
a never ending shamed figure of wax and failure
like a book being burn i shall be scattered
a palm full of ashes….

i guess the fucking sick story is finished….
sweet inevitable really i cant run from…
i tirelessly tried until i cant feel my lungs and legs…
this is the shame end!!!!!