i shred my insides rapidly
just to prove im something alive
i always walk this chaos tinted world
only by my own worthlessly self
i hope some one would be proud of me
though its so obvious that i disgust you
and the fact remains
all the months that past
were just stupid faded lies
this shivering figure you see
will always be left cold in this stormy night
after all those false fights for affair
all that was needed was my approval
you never really wanted me in your perfect life
now you should be happy now…
he finally saw you
and the space you patch me on you
will be filled with his craved attention
and im just a thrown bandage
and never really received love from you
the pity you gave isnt enough to keep me breathing
as my unnoticed heart was bleeding
i will someday utter these words into your deaf hearing

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