im going to my lonely job
i was sarcastically laughing with my friend
im practicing to be okay
and how will you be proud of what you made me?
i took a shot of my smoke and music
and started laughing at my broken self
as i steal all these moments to say im so stupid
and im so sorry for this body that is dying
cause dear…its the anniversay of the death of the day you said i love you
the person you loved(did you even try to?)
has died together with your fake promises
did i amuse you with this pathetic body?
my feet tapped a rhythm of this second
can i ever do a good record
im shoveling these memories of you
away from my tainted entity
cause dear…i never really loved myself before i met
i still cant believe you deserted me like this
“wake up!!!your useless”
il stab myself rapidly now…
smile for me will you???
its the anniversary of the death of the day you said i love you
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