good job,you killed me

i never expected you to love me for real
asi already felt that i was never your inspiration
but my blind pathethic heart fell for your lie
though i know you will never love me too
i sarcasticly became happy in the fairy tale you placed me in
obvious as you said falsely
that it wasnt pity what you felt for me
but if you think i dont know im just a bandage for your emptiness
and if you think i would beg for your love(or pity!!!??)

your sweetly mistaken
im completely broken
in the moment you were demolishing
every dream taht i thought was ours

my failed betrayed senses reacted
and my thist for your pitiful love
became a twisted knife
but i hopelessly promised to myself
i’ll stab this back to you
rapidly and repeating until
you beg me to stop

my never invincible emotions
were hopelessly remaining still
as you butchered me to death
smiling while you saw me happy
in the false affair you gave me

my death is not one a truimp of your amusing past times
and be sure to expect that next time
you will close your judgeful eyes
as i murder your numb emotions
congratulations,(for now)im all dead
you killed me perfectly